HER

I wish to be as beautiful as her,
Yeah! Her the one for whom you made me nothing but an option.
I want to be looked like her in your eyes,
I want be loved like her,
the love i gave to you,
love that i agonize,
love that i despair,
love that i almost hate now,
Watch how desperate you left me, as i willing to lose my pride and become someone else i can't.
Perhaps, it's you made me hate myself that every breath i take feels like gasping your pretended affection which i prayed to be true; true as i gave it to you.