Loving you

Loving you is my downfall.
I sit here waiting fore your beckon and call.
God, I hate you.
The things you make me do.
I was unprepared.
A little girl, so scared.
You turned me into this.
A simple kiss.
You created me.
Can't you see?
You mess me up.
Slip your poison in my cup.
Stone-cold killer.
Loving you feels like being trapped in a chiller.
I can't breathe.
Theirs a devil behind your teeth.
How am I supposed to move on?
Something about you makes me always drawn.
I breathe you in.
I breathe you out.
This love is a sin.
Yet I have doubt.