3 word Challenge

Maybe only if I wasn’t a moron,
I would have never told you to bring it on,
Trying quite hard but sometimes I just want someone to lean on,
Lost quite a lot of points just because of a Boron,
The work piling up like a Mountain on my back for so long,
Only if there was Water Fountain that I could drink from but come on.
The wildest dreams are like a fire but you just had to be an fire extinguisher.
But the love you share couldn’t amount to even a deciliter,
Only if I cared, Only if I did the job that was meant to be, a bit faster,
Maybe my life would have been a bit better.
But this time I would like to fix my life a bit but I ain’t a tinker.
Only if I tried, Only If I cared when the time was better,
But oh well its just a myth but I can’t turn back the time or can I?
But my time’s coming to an end and only if I could write a letter,
To tell my loved ones “no need to feel bitter”