Have You Ever

Have you ever had a love that you never wanted to let go of have you ever just submerged yourself in all things to occupy your time do you have someone that helps you when you are alone in the deep of night? We can count the stars in just as many scars, but we get back up and we keep going without a sliver of a fight. Even though you are so far away your right here in my mind it is watching all the pain fade away and finding a place to be in a sea of today emotions we take the best we can so there be many more tomorrows.

It is not to be confined by its not to take for granted it is all the goodnight lullabies its knowing that I am enough and to change for the better. Even though so many know a different feeling even though it seems like you possess we do not own each other is to take the best and worst and say we will be there its living with those fears and sadness and finding hope to breathe again to be again. It is being your own person it is to love with everything you have and find a way to find a little bit more.

We let things consume us we let the pain in and forget all that we have created it happens on a whim and that lets you know that your heart still beats. The stronger you get the harder you fight the greater the world seems to be. Have you ever been enough have you ever been hurt a blamed yourself have you looked deep into their eyes and seen everything you could be and so much more? I have spent decades chasing a feeling then I stopped then it is all around me in the people I share my life with the beauty in my imperfection there is no hell there is only us It is saying I will be there it is saying its ok it is taking all.