OCEAN OF FEELINGS

Diving into the thoughts
it feels hard to get out of these.
Finding life's modus operandi
I'm sinking into the ocean of my own feelings.
Over thinking is killing the enthusiasm
and things get difficult to perceive.
Preferences die in front of adjustments
where anxieties are making their tents.
Feelings hit hard when night gets dark
Still remember when being happy was
just a matter of being at an amusement park.

Mood swings are serving plates
it changes like season.
Sadness becomes worse
when there is no reason.
Unhappiness makes me ungrateful
Anger is eating my soul
Then suddenly my heart finds peace
when I answer my lord's call.