WORDS OF NAAZ

Everything I see takes me back to you,
nothing feels the same anymore
I miss you, I miss getting lost in you,
I miss your hug,
the way I used to get lost in it
the way it used to feel home to me,
the way I loved you
like no one ever did,
and the way you loved me
like  no one ever would,
all those pointless talks
how my guards used to be off whenever I was with you,
I miss it all.
Whom should I tell you how much I miss you?
What should I do to bring you back?
The t-shirt on your closet still smells like you
like you are here somewhere around,
I still sleep on the other side of bed waiting for you,
there's still a bowl of soup on the dinning,
I see the traces you've left behind
everywhere you've ever been.
Tell me where should I go that wouldn't make me think of you?
Which corner of the earth wouldn't remind me of you?
And if I could,
I would go back to the time
when I first met you,
when you were just you
and when I was a mess,
when we were having all the fun,
I just wish to relieve all the moments
when you made me understand everything,
when you taught me to love,
and then you forgot to teach me to love and to live without you.
I'm still trying to comprehend how fast time flies
and how fast some moments changes everything forever.