Broken & Torn

I'm tired & stressed ,been lied to &called names. My thoughts and feelings ignored,rarely do you put me first, usually I'm last in line. Even though I've said time & time again , I can't take much more, my feelings don't even concern you. Each day I'm like a broken record, can't keep going on this way. My love is true & real As It Gets, but your actions and words are tearing me apart. You've always got excuses for just about everything. Maybe I am to blame, you're my weakness and I must change that, for I am so tired. I keep hoping that you will wake up and open your eyes, but I'm beginning to lose all hope. I am where I don't need to be, there's nobody to find me when I get lost. I'm broken and torn!