Sadness

A overwhelming sadness sweeps over me as tears run down my face. I can feel them but their not there. There's nothing there but yet I can still feel the pain that it brings. Its like a phantom it show up and disappears but the pain still lingers. I can feel the sharp pain that sadness brings. These feelings that I hide the deep sorrow that it brings. The regret that comes with it. This deep regret that grabs hold of me choking me. The suffocating pressure that washes in like a wave smothering me. This feeling of loss that grows every time you take a breath. The sadness In me keeps grow evey day bit by bit. I need to fight this feel I need to but how.