Analysis of I saw it with my own eye

I was so hurt when l saw you talking
to her that hurts but you can't talk
to me why.I'm not special to you but your
special to me.My first love hurts so much
l cry so much and your not there to dry
my eye.When i look in the mirror l say
myself you don't want me in your life
Maybe if l wasnt a good girl? Lot of
peoples walks out of my life but l
will never think you walk way from
me and that hurt me so much.I
wasn't worry you did hurt me so
badly l have saddness.I'm going
to be a church woman the way God
wants me to be.I love you
so much!