Analysis of Happy being sad!

I cried n cried n cried n cried
Since to my own self I've lied n lied
Knowing that I have to face the truth
That my life entirely ain't that smooth
All the ups n downs that count
Just come uninvited and mount
And youn have to survive
Cause variety is the spice of llife
Though I've tried to nail every problem
There's always another one waiting to come
It ain't depressing that I'm being troubled
But the utmost concern is,my heart being crumbled
Yet never were these emotions potrayed out by me
Cause I knew it all along,that was what made me
All I could say was,"I'm happy being sad!"
"And I dont really care, you may think I'm mad"