Analysis of Deassociate life

Bleeding patience in the sun
Breeding passion in the dark
Baking pride in the Legend’s glory
Race of spikes in my veins

Dense fog to cover your image
Dense love to recover your pain
Suicidal mentality haunts at night
Euphoria that haunts my mind at first sight

Moments pass by just like centuries
Moments keep me alive to fight all
Moments to bliss all life through
Vacant would be it after all

When nothing to loose nothing to hide
And the time too vague and nothing’s all right
I just stare at pictures days and night
Just the memories, that’s all to keep me alive

Do I deserve what I get? Or
Do I get what I deserve?
Do I have to tell what’s on my mind?
Or do I have to mind on what to tell?

When a broken tree falls on the ground
All you can hear is the slam on the ground.
And when a hope of thousand dreams shared together,
Fragmented into millions pieces……

All can stand tall, not all can walk it all
I can’t walk if I’m tall and can’t walk if I’m all
Do these nightmares come as reality? Or
Do I deserve a future that’s full of beauty?

When days pass by and night fall too quick
I wake up all nights recalling my memories
When just memories they haunt me back
Should I be able to stand and walk?

Should I bear that’s in my mind?
Should I walk alone for words I have?
Should I do what I should do?
Or should I do that I must do?

To and fro as the pendulum swings
Just striking by, the walls of my dreams and hope
Should I nurture my dreams today?
Or should I dream to nurture my hope?

When I walk, chains to hold me back
When I jump, down I go on the floor
When I say, just say words incomplete
When I smile, just for the sake of it?

What a glory in my life it’s too high?
What a pity to a man who cries a night?
What a same to him just no courage for result
What a life to live lost in thy dreams

Should I disassociate, disassociate my life and name
Or could I be rejoiced with all love and fame
Should this day pass me by all just null
Should I die for once and for all