Analysis of End

Maybe I will never tell you this...
But you still are my world
Maybe I will never make you feel this way
But you still are the one around who my life revolves
Maybe I will never tell you this...
But I've lost myself in essence of you love so much that
I try to find you even in my reflection

I think of you a little too much
I think of how safe you made me feel just be being here
I think of how things would've been different if we would've make it work
You are in my thoughts every hour every minute and every second

They say it's always that first love in the end
But what if I don't want a end?
What if I wanna stop
Stop right here in this moment
In this moment when you are mine
When you are around

I will never tell you this but I do think about you a little too much
Even if sometimes I don't want to
I try to rewire my brain
But it keeps making me remind that you are not mine
Maybe u were not even meant to be mine
But in the corner of my heart there still exists that wish for you to be mine forever and ever
Because for all that's left in me of me? Is YOU it's always been you