Analysis of Evil Villian

Somone once told me

That I am a monster

And I asked them

Well then what are you

Cause someone like that

Must certainty be worse

And I have been told to apologize

For my crimes

But I asked them why

When no one apologized for making

Me do them

I have been told

So many lies

That I stopped trying to  

And started taking notes

And at one point

I must have had a kind heart

But after being broken so many times

I learned that I will only be hurt

If I am nice   

Then I am fool

But if I am rude

Then I am a bitch

And I if I am something else

Then I am sure  

They have a name  

For that to

But when can I care

Who can I cry to  

And not have to worry bout

Them telling others

When can I smile

Without it being fake

Or someone assuming it is

They're not wrong

I guess I made a mistake

Tell me again

Am I a villain or a monster?