Analysis of Summary

I would like to talk about my life short and sweet ,
Not so much going on but yet a good lie
If you look from above it looks like a field filled with wheat..(lovely isnt it)
But when dig deep down
In the search for roots
You will see some wounds with some untold bruise
How deep would the cut will go one may ask
Just like the beautiful oceans surface with the depth unknown
My life is like a rose
Looks pretty to see with some scary thorns
Never thought in a young age i will get to see so much negative rays
If u see it like it feels easy to do the stuff i go through then
Man you should try the ride too
When you stop sharing your pain it will get more painful but
Now that i have the patience and control
To handle more pain in the darker side
Believe it or not i been through stuff
I shouldn't have seen em
But it looks a play
Hypothetically speaking
I tried to die but it felt so easy
And my stubborn ass chose to fly
Once i tried to step back a bit
Something pushed me ahead i looked behind
I saw my higher self with all those vicious wounds with a gracious smile Questioned me:
How dumb can u be to give up this all
When u know ur strong and bold enough to face it all
That hit me clear as day
But still i suffer in silence
Thats all i can say