Analysis of Space

Such distance i feel
For someone that does not feel real
In this world they might be knight
I think you're the only one who can treat me right

Took care of me, kept me in
Where is it now that we have been
Such short time, are you tired of me?
I acknowledge my dullness falling over just like a tree

Fly oh fly my mind so high
So untidy it makes me sigh
I feel the distance with you and me
Has lost sweetness after flower and bee
Wish to feel you ones more being here with me

Such soft lips I want to feel
Yet it is very forbidden, how will I heal?
Unknowingly tearing up in pain
Loving you drives me insane

It kills me inside in such deep pain
Rip my heart open and lay it down in the rain
I want to reach for you but couldn't find your hand
Now all I see is such dark and empty land

Loving you kills me yet brings me joy
Joy and joy but was I just a toy?
Was it fun to play me, did you enjoy?
Inside me ripped and was in destroy

Oh you warned me yes you warned me
I listened yet I couldn't control me
Such care I long for now gone
Now should I end it all with a gun?