Analysis of Just know

Behind my eyes tell a truth, but was told a lie.
A lie to whom should never have been told.
Till a day, the lies needed to be let go.
A lie that was locked away.

Felt like it was growing sick.
Sickness felt like mold growing on the soul.

LET IT GO

Please just let it go.
My own sick surrounding just couldn't let me go.
Told a man I didn't love him.
Knowing I loved him whole.
In my eyes, a light grew dim.
By the time I reached out trying to tell him.

I really got to tell him.

He was gone,
Hopefully back to his own land.
Reaching out to explain.

Great now more pain.
All he knew was one white lie.
That's all it took to destroy my best yet favorite man.
Had he ever known, but for once, that I have ever lied !

THE ONE WHITE LIE!
I know then and now that I loved him!

DEAR MAN I LOVE,

Here sits a QUEEN without her KING.
You are the Pharaoh of my heart. Now am the queen of your land.
To my king, mistakes were made.

From that foreign land and back to your Queen. Come home, my love.