Analysis of A star in a spotlight

It's been so long , You're the only one whom I admire.
It's so tough without your music imagining my silly stupid life.

You don't know but you are the part of my life,
Piece of my heart and peace of my mind.

One day surely I'll be able to meet you.
One day surely I'll be able to see you.
Before saying goodbye to the world.

I wanna help you too, the way you helped me to get off my worries, my anxiety, my stress and my senseless thoughts.

I know your story whichever you've told.
I know your struggle through your work,
You are my idol you are my star.
From my touch you seems too far,

And I'm the person who is there for you in a huge crowded world you'll never know, you'll never know me as a person the way i know.

You are a Star in the Spotlight and I'm standing by your side in the Dark,
There is a invisible boarder which is separating us apart.

Wanna meet you, wanna cross it as soon as possible,
Cause thinking about my life without your music ohh Please can't imagine it's so horrible.