Analysis of Unheard feelings

The hate that I feel is an everlasting flame
people say I am not the one to blame

but why did the god decide to make me
someone who I'm not meant to be
why is it so hart to accept
my feelings that are just fact
why is it so hard to see
who I might actually be

I have been feeling high and low
maybe I should just let it go

The feeling of that day
the day when nothing went as my way
I still think of that and say
how can I erase my memories and lock them away
My mind, soul and body felt disgusted
My mind, soul and body were assaulted and violated
Just because I was different
Their action and words were irrelevant

Is this just my fate,
to face everyone's hate?
Is it just my destiny?
because I'm gonna end it to be free.