Analysis of Alone

I'm bored and all alone,
At home waiting by the phone,
Waiting for a word from the world,
My blunts are always pearled,
Check the phone and nothings there,
The silence is almost to much to bare,
My thoughts take over,
Telling me I shouldnt be sober,
I chase my highs,
Just so I can close my eyes,
To do it all again the next day,
Noone to talk to but everything to say