Analysis of Isolation

When you are facing a sickness , you feel scared and alone. No one can understand, not even the members at home. You don't feel the same and things start to change. You look in a mirror and think you're to blame. I don't want to be a burden or lie around in pain. I just want to feel better and be loved before you knew of the pain. Now I wonder how can I manage, how do I perform my daily routines how do I get my energy back, can you feel what I mean. Can someone sit with me and hold my hand? Then again, only the sick will understand. your facing a sickness , you feel scared and alone.  No one can understand, not even the members at home.  You don't feel the same and things start to change. You look in a mirror and think your to blame. I don't wanna be a burden or lay around in pain. I just want to feel better and be loved before you knew of the pain. Now I wonder how can I manage, how do I perform my daily routines how do I get my energy back , can you feel what I mean. Can someone sit with me and hold my hand? Then again only the sick will understand.