Analysis of worlds away

i know when u say those words you think about me
and i find it amusing you care so much
when i dont mind at all..
and i lived my life in a battle field
and you lived yours in a flowery field
and i still find the joy in mine
and u hate mine
and even though you were blessed
i dont envy yours
and you still judge me?
for not being like you?
i dont think i am the real monster
i had the world against me
and u had the world in your hands
and yet you still put me down
and call yourself better
and now time have gone by
and your flowers have withered away.