Me The color Red

Running as fast as I can.
Can't stop now!
Not an option to quit.
Decisions already made.
Time is soon.
Time is now.
Hurrying quickly.
Loosing my courage.
Pausing, breathing.
Praying, believing.
Keep on falling.
I get back up.
Start again.
Something I can not see?
But I feel!
pulls me down again!
Striving!
always trying.
To be a better me, then before the day began.
Hopeless, romantic
And the other side of me.
Holding on.
Fraying!
Unraveling!, at both ends.
Choking up the waters
that keep spilling in.
Fighting to remain me
And not break under the judgement of me, them.
To be me.
All sides of me.
Not just what,
I am seen to be.
Sweet and innocent
(Laughing) yes, Yes,
but there is another side to me.
Let's just say, the color red.
It's me, me.