Leave me alone!!!

I gave you a nudge
But you did not budge
I am fed up with your grudge
You treat me slurry n sludge
I like you as a flower
You are my only power
A love spraying shower
But why you always hover
Without you, not any life
You treat me an edge of knife
Our love couldn't be rife
You put me in strife
My life boat you are rigging
My grave you are digging
Throw my life if you
Continue swigging
Why you keep me jigging
Perhaps your love is not my fate
I must forget you before it is late
You will never give me a date
My destiny is your hate
Nevertheless it's your choice
I have lost my say and voice
May GOD bless your new mate
Just forget me
And live me on my ugly fate…………