Broken Heart

Broken heart, torn apart
 I walk among a bed of thorns.
 Trying to forget.
 Trying to shake the pain.

 I am numb, Feels like falling
 down a waterfall.
 No where to turn to or trust.
 Stuck in a frozen friend zone.

 Broken heart, I try to mend.
 No matter how hard I try still
 falls apart. A jigzaw puzzle
 with lost pieces to make a whole.

 It's 5 am can't sleep. Hours
  echo inside my head.
 Feels like I am
 accelataring with no brakes to
 stop me.
 Never thought I would myself
 like this. In a maze of lost hope.

 Broken heart so much heartache.
 Trying to tell myself it's gonna be
 all right.

 Only hope that exsist is the light that
 hangs above my ceiling even though
 close, my arms are heavy I cannot
 reach.

 Broken heart feels like a car crash.
 Head smashed, broken axle,
 headlight shattered across
 the asphalt.
 
 Broken heart being dragged
 through the mud.
 Stuck in quicksand.
 Can't hardly move.
 Can't hardly breath.
 Paralyzied, impossible to feel.
 What is true.

Broken heart my own shadow
I cannot trust. For when I need him
he fades away in an endless
moonlight. Blood turned cold,
Heavy breathing.

I remain standing with an empty
hole inside my chest. Feels like my
soul has escaped through my
rib cage. Replaced by another
entity that has evolved into
another identity.
 
A being that cannot feel
joy turned cold. That cannot
trust with a broken heart.
That only believes in one
purpose to live,to learn and
to live unending with a broken heart.