Broken

I'm a broken soul
Every piece of my body is broken
My mind is clouded with suicidal thoughts
My heart is heavy and my body is drained

Every single night I cry myself to sleep
Sometimes I wish I could go to a place where noone knows me
The only person who used to love me God took him from me
I'm also alone in this world where nobody Understands me

Nobody feels my pain
Everything seems hopeless to me
I hide my pain and my sufferings with a smile
Knowing that deep down I'm dying

Life shows me no mercy
It keeps on dragging me down
I always kneel down to pray for everything to change
But life shows me it's true colours

All I'm waiting is for my soul to leave my body
So that all the sufferings I'm going through can stop
So that I can no longer feel pain anymore
Because I'm just living in flesh but spirituality I'm dead