YOUR LOVE

you were right i did fall in love i fell in love with knowing that i should have more than what i have emotionally
i fell in love with knowing that yes i maybe you're trash but ill be another's treasure i was told so many things hateful
things so in return i hated verbally as well yes for that guilt is upon my heart but how much hatred can one take i
fell in love with knowing and accepting that some of you're words did cut deep did hurt but i needed to truly understand what
i did to another's heart to fully understand what i made someone else endure i fell in love with myself realizing that
you're words were needed however hurtful and i thank you for loving me as you did just like that other i too will know not this love again
it's been a while since seeing and loving me and i truly am appreciative of that
you have loved me in a way that my childhood has warned me about the love that you're parents
tell you to look out for to run from you're love was consistent just when the sun shined on me
you're love made me cry and hate and wish to the heavens that there were some kind of a mistake
your love made me question over and over god what did i do so wrong
your love covered me in such a way that that feed me it blinded me told me lies showed me that
worthy i'm not not of your love you're heart
my heart drowned in the confusion of not being your good enough of not being able to let go and love you less
or lets say love as love loved
clarity is a stupefied  type of sight besides god it's the only thing that  
ferried me up and put me right