Numb
To be numb is to be one with the feeling of nothingness
To empty oneself out and to adjoin your inner being to the great empty abyss
Oh how I crave for the numbness
Oh how I crave to never feel again
To never experience the highs of happiness, only to be let down by the pain of sorrow
Numb
I crave to be numb
I crave to feel nothing
Oh how I desire to not exist emotionally yet again
Yet in this numbness comes the desire for death
The desire to end it all and never experience the pains of life again
So in the end, is it really numbness that I seek
Or is it relief from this current chaotic situation that consumes my very being both day and night.
I think that's it. It isn't numbness at all that I crave
It is peace
Peace to experience life as it happens without being so emotionally invested
The desire to grow in the pain and dance in the rain of my sorrowful tears
Numb is not what I desire, it is the mirage that threatens my very being
It is the thing that wants to destroy my relationships and deter me from my path.
Never again will I want to feel numb.
Now I shall dance in this valley and celebrate the high places more.
Numbness leads to nothing because it is nothing.
I choose to want to be something, feel something, experience life as it comes.
To soar on the winds of demise and step on the boulders that threaten to crush me.
Mighty warrior am I.
One who's desire to feel nothing is hushed by the grateful rendition of the symphony that plays within my inner being.
To dance, to sing, to celebrate. No longer numb. Celebrating the liberty of emotion.
Celebrating the human I am with flaws both great and small.
Rising rising rising rising above that that once crushed me like a feeble ant.
Numb.
Numb.
I no longer desire the absence from my life experiences, known as the demon of NUMB.
About this poem
This poem was written to assist me in getting out of one of my depressive states.
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Written on April 18, 2022
Submitted by Simply_Aaron88 on January 11, 2024
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Closest metre | Iambic octameter |
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