As a bum

Homeless in Florida

In Colorado

Not only have I been a bum

But I've bummed out the rich people

The only solace I find beyond depression

Is my lovely mother

Who cares for me, loves me unconditionally, uncontrollably

I want to apologize to my family

For a depression I can't control

I used to have those same hopes and desires and dreams children have

Now, the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had