A mess

I’m a mess
​I am more than obsessed,
I refuse to progress,
I will always be more nothing less.
And fix this situation I’m always a mess
Am better than the rest.
I am the best,
An insomniac with no rest,
I am a relentless strategist that is too good for chess,
I have everything to confess…
If you hadn’t already guessed it I’m a mess,
A hypocritical,
A poet of the lyrical
And abandon clown trying prove hysterical.
Only happy to be alive what a miracle
That I’m alive to see the day of the next cuz’ I’m a mess.
To join the hopeless in the next fest
And add something to my life likewise zest
Striving after perfection hit an dead end faced
With rejection body started acting up left with medication.
Goin around in a circle cuz I never learned my lesson
Fighting wars with some extra aggression,
rappers with no thought include no moral lesson.
All my big problems started in freshmen
Got worse with each relation
Praying to God that I make it out of this succession.
I was a mess
But when things start turning into a mess
The smart progress
Take all the problems in and digest
To find an answer and hope it doesn’t lead you into another mess.