Forever never

I was trying hard to fill a void I did not know was existing,

I could barely live on without knowing what was missing,

Sleeping was hard,

Being awake was hard,

Loving was hard,

Believing was hard,

I had gave life one last chance,

Explored,

Lived,

Laugh,

Experienced,

Then I found the right shape, the right color and the right amount of heart to shut that void forever,

Of course, it can never close,

It would not be good if it was close,

Home became house,

Strange village became home,

And you said forever,

But forever is never when good is bad and bad is good,

Sixteen,

Far from house,

You have to get back,

Life is calling you,

And just like that I knew it was over,

And your pretty eyes, perfect smile and soft lips were now further than ever,

You were now a memory,

With the perfect shape,

Perfect color,

And perfect amount of heart,

Forever without you became even longer.