Fear of Commitment

What's in the mind of those who say they want long lasting Love, when in fact they mainly have Fear of Commitment. Initially engaging in intimate conversation and courting giving indications of long term emotional, and holistic participation with false intention of fulfillment. let's call it what it is a word defined as remittment. Love has no price tag, a far more valuable sentiment. Especially when the thoughts are deep, automatically should have been a RED FLAG; the exchange of vulnerabilities and dreams where ones words turn to the point of self perpetuated dissension down plays the heart felt words ring cheap. No purpose of holding on to what's to never be, so why hold on to me. A trusted friend turned love interest view as heavenly; burns hellishly tormenting internally. Although, I never be the one to mention the Fear of Commitment within me, I seldomly am the one to speak on Competition and failed escapades on the quest for love I thought all humanity seeks, I guess it's just me, I doubt it although I know it can't be. Why do the good experience the heart break and back lash from broken relationships disruptive souls; making the righteous endeavor through perforated hearts pain seeps out hurt and fear love leaks. The benefits are not mutually suited, like a predator lying in wait; better yet a wild riot my pride and heart being looted. Uprooted from the path I was on gave my all and still the Fear of Commitment from the one  I chose to love on is gone, now I'm forced to move on back on own I harbor no hate, understand the fate of cashed out love has no rebate, one day You'll wake to find the discussion is no longer open for debate! I know like it was forced on me, you'll have no option other than to be strong. The rigid and harsh reality caused by Fear of Commitment,
 Initially engaging in intimate conversation and courting giving indications of long term emotional, and holistic participation with false intention of fulfillment, let's call it what it is a word defined as remittment.