You Want It So Bad

You want my attention so bad
Will do anything to get
Just so you can steal
Clout chase
Be fake AF
Abuse
Exploit
Kill
Have done so since we were both kids
You want so much of everything
Yet give nothing but death and destruction
You don't even know why you're obsessed
Just a soulless puppet
You just do
Can't even stop it
Just sick
Using my money to stalk me
Just like the abuser taught you
But YOU think you're superior
You don't even have a self
You're just a shell
A zombie
A tool
Fodder in the zombie apocalypse
Thrown away by your own
Not even enough self love to care
Too busy chasing cheap thrills
Wanting the real but feeling powerless
Useless
Not enough
Projecting
Not even grateful for the love and life shared
Just pathetic
You are walking death and destruction
But YOU think I should submit
You think I should leave heaven
To join you at the pits of hell
You are trippin'
Not in my worst nightmare
On my worst day
Ever
I don't bow to rapists
I don't bow to nazis
I don't bow to bullies
I don't bow to predators
I don't bow to deviants
I don't bow to the mentally unstable
I don't bow to the treasonous
It's not rocket science
It's called courage
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