A Flawed Mommy

A Flawed Mommy,
Loyal and true,
Flawed
to the Darkest pieces of my soul.

Tarnished and worn,
Darkness envelopes,
Unable to breathe,
Unable to see.

Broken, lost,
They cry out for me,
Panicked,
Searching.

In the distance,
Carried in the arms of an angel,
The winds of change;
I'm drawn to it's energy,

Frantically,
Running
I feel gloriously Peaceful.
I feel happy.

It is the end .
It is every thing.
It is more,
It is heaven.

I feel myself Drifting,
Suddenly thunder crashes,
Lightening rips up
Everything loved By me.

Gone, the happy times,
Gone, my dreams
Lost forever,
My girls,
Gone too.

Ripped from my arms,
Torn away by hate,
Isolated and Ignored,
Just because they could .

Lost, a child hood,
Unconditionally loving mommy,
Who wanted only,
To love and be loved.

Instead, dreams of smiles,
Sounds of laughter,
Unimaginably,
Picture-perfect happiness
By all three

Lost in the stars,
Down a worm hole,
Figment of imagination,
Crushed, simply Because
they could.