Drowning
Kelley Davies 1983 (Dallas)
Plummeting down to hell
I feel lost in a sea of nothingness
Nothing I write is healing
Nothing I think makes any sense
I want to die
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know if I've ever known
I feel like a child in a man's body
The world is so overwhelming and ugly
I almost pray this is the dark night of the soul the mystics talk about
At least then my life would have meaning
But I doubt I'm that lucky
I think this is more of a chemical imbalance or disease of the mind, affliction of the spirit of some sort
I've run out of energy, happiness, strength
And joy is a distant memory I can hardly recall
I'm not creative anymore. Just miserable.
I wish people would smile at me like they used to
Now they look at me like a man with a sickness
Or a curious guy who shouldn't be bothered
Even though I'm desperate for contact from someone outside of my head
I wish someone could come stop this pain, reach down and remove the leach from my heart and the nails from my spine
I pray to Jesus, this someone I never used to believe in
Because faith seems to be the last option I have
No one thinks about me anymore
I've become an invisible enigma that no one cares about
It makes me sad and want to cry
When did I fall this far and how long did it take to reach these depths of sorrow and despair?
Is it just a spiritual passage?
I used to believe I was a spiritual man having a spiritual experience
Now I don't know if that's true anymore
I doubt my thoughts and question every positive thought I have about myself
Is it true?
As if I had those anymore.
This is a burden which can't be undone. There is no remedy for this pain. I wish God could take it all away, but I doubt even He would or could do it
Please pray for me, whoever is reading this
Please just say a small prayer for me that I make it through this day
I want to believe I'll be ok, but I'm so lost.
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Submitted by kbdallas2020 on October 18, 2023
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