"whatever it is near your reach, enjoy it while it lasts- for it isnot yours'' a 1998 pubc lib .ical

i am sitting, borrowing each and every the maijahjah library books I have borrowed, once more. it is not right to make busy the librarians busy- without their knowledge...i have stamped each book to be returned the date that they are not expected to be read borrowed.

you cannot borrow or force the librarians to have the periodicals borrowed.
opened the most unexpected, not published that month's & this month's periodical alone.
i want to read it slowly blessing by blessing. i want to check( check classmate) every urge to find defects from this and that month's gracious periodical. i want to wish the periodical the most beautiful, kind, thoughtful human being to read it. in reciprocity, the periodical to share it's defects...between us....between us....I found it while you set your eagerness in tune with my between us....without the knowledge of the librarians.

i want to locate where the defect is, without your betrayal. betrayals-without washing hands, eat too much time to compose thier proposals defectless.
it is there.
i am still too supple to tell beauty from defect.
i couldn't leave the periodical open there.
the librarians might open it by now.
the library ought to be open by now.

i runaway without the periodical guarding my actions and never belittling be-little-lates.