Wasted time

I have wasted my days burnt my bridges and blocked my path ways, memories that can't be remembered from living in a foggy haze, life teaches lessons that should be learned but forgetting the past is what my soul yearns, hard up for head start, trying to pull these memory's away from a forgoten broken heart, there's no atractaction when it's  inaction i have lacked, no self confidence to feel worthy so my character I attack, own up to these problems i hear people say, to hopefully get past this restraint and find myself a better day, or  waste away in this mental prison ive created in my mind, and let myself slip away as i waste the last of my time.