Anxiety

While I sit here twiddling my thumbs cause this anxiety is getting the best of me locked away in a room all I see are these walls they feel like they are caving in I can’t breathe god please help me, while I sit here twiddling my thumbs wondering why this anxiety is getting the best of me locked away in this room and all I see is these walls. I feel like they are caving in I can’t breathe god please help me why aren't you listening to me? why ain’t you healing me like you said you could? I feel like a failure cause everyone around me can’t stand me cause of this anxiety! While I sit here and twiddle my thumbs cause this anxiety is getting the best of me, locked away in a room these walls feel like they are caving in! I can’t breathe god please help me! Are you there someone please help me? I’m sorry I have anxiety, I'm sorry I can’t go places, and I’m sorry that I failed you! But I’m not going to give up this anxiety is getting the best of me, it’s not fair lord please help me I can’t take this no more! No one wants to listen to me all the physicians want to do is put me on medication that won’t work for me they keep telling me to try this or try that I bet they haven’t had to deal with the pain I go through! As I sit here twiddling my thumbs and rock back and forth while these walls are caving in I feel like I have failed you, I’m sorry