Sacred Liberated Freedom - Undervalued to top of Totem Pole of Life - Inevitably Successful in purpo

I felt or feel so misunderstood
Like so misunderstood
And underrated
Like no one will ever understand my exact situation or my family situation have in my life are limitless.
Maybe I did join on accident a blasted cult

And like the fear and the over correction
Without encouragement
The startlement
The invasiveness
I would think she would understand

And all the times where I qualified for a raise but it wasn't given
And the times I reached out and up and I wasn't brave enough to too to the actual source.

Honestly its freaking ridiculous

If I could back I would say to him - I feel underrated and undervalued and under appreciated
You don't understand me fully
I am sick and tired of defending my position. Don't you know that I am committed and want to be here until the day I die because I believe in the cause don't ever ask me again if I'm still motivated to be on the team because it is OFFENSIVE.
And are there times where I struggle and want to leave? Yes, but I'm not going to o say that because it would jeopardize the well being of my family.

I hate you all.
Some people understand me and others don't and either way I still keep doing what is best for me and my family regardless
Oh blast I'm having so much anxiety.
Like I would hate to go back and work there because of M M and J
How could I explain to them that
My relationship had domestic violence tendencies
And that I was severely triggered with being corrected all the time by a perfectionistic biotch - like she could of come and said in a professional kind and am manner ''hey Kate might I make a suggestion? I would potentially be good to take the red carpet down now." Why would I want to read any book that she recommends to me when she misunderstands all the time and judges and doesn't listen ever that pointless biotch, that pointless biotch wouldn't understand unless I spent hours talking about it which she doesn't have time for me. So that's a new thing that person whomever is up there in my Kingdoms of Relationships pole they MUST MUST MUST have time for me regardless and view me as a human being.
And nobody has that time that would just sit down with me
Especially when it all my be said it was a limiting belief
But tarts not necessarily true
There are some things that are limiting beliefs
And other things that I have to be creative and work within the bounds of others
Because although I may be be limitless
That doesn't mean that certain people that I have chosen to continue

Honestly I freaking hate her
I felt so startled Athen she came to me and told me that I looked like a ghost she treated e like what is wrong with you
She stopped listening to me
Which s so confusing because I did the entire checkin process
And the whole issue is that my son got hurt while I was there volunteering
I was on Adderall which gave me severe anxiety and crippling anxiety and it had nothing to do with a limiting belief but everything to do with how to regulate my system and the prison that I was in and so I took it and I also took caffeine on top of that and it gave me such bad anxiety it toppled over into the table of trying to figure things out and damn it it was so freaking hard I just hid away because I don't want to explain overtone what medication I act acting and then you all freaking set me for drugs.

Honestly I feel humiliated

Misunderstood
Misinterpreted
Undervalued
Underrated
And just overall not good.
I actually hate you.

People that I hate
M
A
Sometimes M
A

She goes into outer darkness for me.
FOR SURE.
So with that avoid talking to her at all cost.
I hope that she gets fired.

I'm going to show up in a pink laser and sun shirt and show them what's up.

I'll have come off of.a 100k month
I'll be o freaking happy and so freaking excited.
THE TIME IS NOW.

Boom.

And I'm so freaking excited about it.
No more nightmares
Instead I am going to live in my dream

Do whatever it takes.
Whatever it freaking takes.

And I pray that it will all work out for my good.

I was severely undervalued by overrated people and I am not doing that anymore. I value you and I know ou and I see your potential and I will give you opportunities. When people get second chances they take advantage of it and will make your company more money than you ever thought was possible.


I still don't understand why I was let go and that's okay but damn like I fought and fought and fight and I would fight and fight and fight and i was the one putting myself at the bottom of the totem pole but NO MORE. I choose to put myself at the top and that it is easy to do.

The truth is the products suck that's why you need such highly skilled and trained shoes people that can sell based off of conviction and not base d off of the product.

That's what I am bound and determined to make this one of the best products known to man.

Because they are worth it- their enterprise is worth it.
I appreciate them. I value them. It is my deep belief when people are given a second chance they will make you more money and they themselves will have more impact than any other human being or organization to of ever walked the planet.