A flame of acquire

I did not know Him,
until the life burns to seek meanings.
Those sweets i taste in memory of my youth.
For that lesson of bitterness apart sees the differences.
His beloved Son recalls He is the consuming fire.
As dare as the skull taken by chances.
I did not know Him,
until a flame of acquire after math or free wills..
From nothing..
to a sparkling light.
He knows how i fall asleep.
I know how to make Him exist.