Deep Down

Life is like a trap with no escape always thinking I could save everyone like I have a cape I soon realize that it was a mistake everyone thinks I’m always happy and outgoing wishing I would be gone from this world without them knowing lying in my room hearing voices in my head not knowing what my life has ahead my thoughts in my head deep as a tunnel trying to piece my thoughts together like a puzzle no one knows what I’m going through everyday sometimes asking God to stop life and make this pain go away I know it’s sad and dark but it’s my truth but maybe I’m a ticking time bomb about to diffuse