Life predicament

He was already inside my compound
 i felt him opening my back door
I was scared and terrified
then a question came to my heart
Am i next?
Then the next thing i hard was a
 hand On my back and he said silent
As he  laid me on the floor
I begged please dont kill me
Please dont rape me
Take me as your sister
But all to no avail
After he was done raping me he
Stood up and looked me in the eyes
And loughed and left
I was left empty and confused
Why me? have i done something wrong
Does God hate me i hated my self
I hated my body
I attempted suicide but at the process
Of comiting suicide i stood up and looked at my self over the mirrow
And behold
A voice came to my heart and it said you are begger than this
You dont need to comit suicide being raped doent make you less of a human
Their is life after every predicament
Nothing must justify whom  you are
God loves you