You lost me but will i tell you?

If l wouldve told you i was drowning
Would you have saved me?
I don't think i would be winning.
I never said you are wrong
Did you thought that made you right?
That's where you are wrong.
You said forget what i tell you
Will i really?
When i was out in blue
Calling you for hours made you happy
But what about me?
I felt more and more lonely
Your words consoled me while your actions hurted.
But that doesn't mean i will say that
I did what i felt a good friend should do
But i guess you ignored it intentionally
Making me question my existence in who.
Call me a liar and then forget it
You think i can?
Never in this lifetime this is what I can bet.
Life is miserable enough for you to be in it.
You think i will kick you out?
I am far better than you to attempt that shit.