youth lyrics

teen spirit carried you away into a state of numbness  
with those roulette kisses,
inhaling poisoned youth lyrics 
bumping you onto lovers lane, a state below shock .... 

did anyone hear the bellowed voices  
that ushered gently out of your mouth  
vexing you more pain......  
the second you crash the pillows, desperate to sleep,
only waking up to reality?...
those songs hypnotize your emotions
disabling your conscious mind
from me ...

nothing detests more than those playbacks,  
the innocent intentions
leading to a humble redemption
closing your eyes to move on,
all those hugs vanished, but the bones,  
the nonchalant whispers, the gazing eyes
imprinted in your head & on your skin,
in your womb, accumulated into a symbol of deceit.
Regret is pacified on the walls of forgiveness.
and all I can do is think about what I could've done
to save you,
but I'm hurt, and I would love  
to grant you lesser pain.