Hurt ad nauseam

I hope you and her to be happy,
that's why I'm actually setting you free.
I hope your relationship will last forever,
I hope you will have your own 'happily ever after'.

Because if we were on a story,
I know I'd play as the baddie.
I hope it wouldn't end on a tragedy,
Like the story of clyde and bonnie.

I know I was the hindrance,
of your love-story-to-be.
I know I can't hold your hands,
Because again, I know I'm just a heavy.

I can clearly see that you're happy with her,
I can see it in your eyes when I stare.
I know that this will hurt a lot,
I also know I'm stupid when it comes to love.

There was always a wall between you and me,
Because I can see that we're not meant to be.
It really hurts physically and emotionally,
but I know soon, I can get out of this abyss of agony.