Forgiveness I can not

My life was yours and you took my soul, My face, my hands, my eyes, my hair all came from you. My tears, my nightmares, even my dreams, could not be happy just visions of agony you put me threw. My mother, my father you were one out of the two, and you took advantage of my trust for you. Your my monster I see when I try to be a normal person that I know I can not be, Forgiveness is not in me