Why

Please,Please
Don't let go
Am fading away slowly
Let me bloom for a while
I know it will not last  forever but can I keep my hopes up that one day I will smile again
I love you and you know that right
You are my first and last love
I still feel the chill when I remember all that we did together
But this time the feeling is ripping my heart apart
Reminding me of my pain
My feet can stand it anymore
Did I ever hurt you
I told you if we won't last long don't get me involve
But you promised never to cause me pain
I told you my story and your promise to break boundaries for our love
You were all I wanted
And with that
I made you to envelop me with your lies,deceit and betrayal
And I kept hoping
That one day you will turn back
And realize what you have missed
But it turned out to be a fault of mine and hopeless dream
I did not fall in love with your body, voice or what makes you stand out
But I fell for how you treated me
When everyone made a fool out of me
You made feel special
When I had no one to turn to
You appeared
When all was lost and I was in my mental state
You embraced me with your warmth
When I told myself I am not falling in love again
You made me open up again
And you made me believe and you made me believe that all human are not the same
Now I walk the streets like a mad being
Everyone now knows our story
Behind my back they mock me
But when they see me they pretend to sympathize with me
Now I will remain a celibacy all my life
I hope were ever you are,my heart break
You are happy.