Harrasement as judgement

When I was seventeen i was something

While running 18 some one was harrasing,

I suffer a lot after 18 can I go to 19?


The pain in my chest after being harrased ,
    

That pain took me to sucidal thought as I didn't wanted


Crying several day looking at mama's photo I get the courage
    
Thinking about my parents I took my decision away

Being judged by people make me feel uncomfortable when I was heading towards college,


That judgement when I face  was not everything I wanted ,

Man who harrased said I feel proud everday
 

I control everything imagining my parents satisfaction ,
 

Looking forward in hopw greeting justice

Will I get justice for being harrased


Will my society accept me for what iam today?