A seeking mind

Stuck between alive or dead?
We are born, destined to die.
Once born ; will die.
But what's about the immortality?
Thinking about have I born or not...?
Body is made Pancha Tatva-
Air, water, earth, sky and fire..
Body's immortal will not die,
But get mixes with the surroundings!
Soul of mine is infinite and is everywhere;
Whether it's inside or not,
Still it's in same position.
Questions I get -
Then, how Soul comes back?
Emptied my mind and thought,
Still no answer,
Tired of seeking,
But never loose hope ❤️