A heavenly creature

Tell me what did u see in the night sky?
On the day u died
Did u become a star?
Cause I always search for u in the sky
I try but I can't even see you
Guess the journey was lovely of me and you
The memories are hurting me so much
Can I even meet you?
You taught me how to live life
But you didn't taught me how to live without you...
Everything just seems dark without you
Why is it so hard to see you?
I still have that painting you drew
But why does these memories hurt so much?
Can't we stay in touch?
The night sky seems pretty
Cause maybe you are now a part of it too
Do I have to go back into my imaginary world again?
So that I can be happy again...
Cause our memories just give me pain
I am just so ashamed
Ashamed because I told people that you would stay with me forever
But now ur ashes are just a piece of treasure
And you became a heavenly creature.