You have been here before
You have been here before
Fighting off tears that threaten to roll down your cheek,
And onto the floor.
Swallowing down the impending thought that
When you do,
You'll silently be admitting defeat.
You have been here before
Thinking, "they don't understand me and never will".
That thought playing on a loop in your brain.
As expected, you feel the surge of anger boiling inside of you
Begging you to scream the thoughts you are feeling
And have felt
And will feel But as expected, you can’t.
You have been here before
The tortuous sound of sobbing
That - although breaks you to your very core - is coming from your own mouth.
The blurry vision of eyes so tired of expelling ever flowing tears
That they grow red and weak.
And worst of all,
The overwhelming self-hatred you feel
For allowing yourself to cry in the first place
For allowing yourself to think that you could stop
And for allowing yourself to eventually forget this experience and
Make new, more painful ones.
You will always be here
Because you cannot change how you are.
You cannot flip off your emotions like a switch, Even though you really really want too.
You were born emotional.
And might spend this life
Trying to accept that
Hoping - no praying - others do too.
Because if they don't,
Then this is going to be a
Hard, excruciating, seemingly endless road.
About this poem
It is a free verse poem that is focusing on the repeation of mistakes and the many emotions and thoughts that follow, from the perspective of a highly emotional person (me) dealing with the aftermath of a situation that caused feelings of great sadness and desire.
Written on March 01, 2022
Submitted by tarifa_a on February 28, 2022
Modified on March 05, 2023
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Quick analysis:
Scheme | Abacdx Axxdexx Aexxbxxxxxx xxdxxcdxxx |
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Closest metre | Iambic pentameter |
Characters | 1,349 |
Words | 269 |
Stanzas | 4 |
Stanza Lengths | 6, 7, 11, 10 |
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